Ode To Kurt

Kurt,

You left us alone in a cold dry world
with faith depleating and heeding
and tv numbing our feeling
you knew our meaning.
You knew our suffering.
You saw what we were afraid of.
face to face you saw it.
You lived it.


a reflection of your mind came out through your songs
you could have taught us of what had surely gone wrong
We saw your fear; the fear that maybe you didnt exist.
The fear that maybe you're not who you thought you were

when we look too long at ourselves
all that we'll see
an illusion of a person
that only wants to see "Me"

We never see us...too fucking obvious!
Always with the God Damned hard way!

did we forget we're all here together?
That we exist identically
Same place
No time, no length.
just space!
Same heart
Same mind


Why Kurt,
Why did you get caught up in you!
you always knew you werent really there.
you were just too damned afraid to say it!
Too afraid to see the truth... you're Everywhere man